As a child my parents called me messy Jessy because I was always a mess, dirty, not emotionally. The emotional stuff would come later. My childhood was not the best. I was a young tween in the Midwest completely lost and out of control growing up. As teens we would steal our parents alcohol and run off to the woods to camp for the weekend. It wasn’t until I was about 25 that I realized I had a serious problem. It has taken me almost ten years to finally deal with it. I am a women, mother, and hopeless romantic trying to get her life back on track. This is my journal of accountability in my life. I hope it inspires..