I’m in complete awe that I have to write this.  I’m back on day one.

I thought over Christmas it would be a great idea to reward myself for a job well done and have one glass of wine.  I had one glass that day and then decided to drink over New Year’s Eve.

I was surprise at how well I handled it, my alcohol.  I was pleased that I didn’t crave more after my drink.  I felt like maybe, just maybe I was healed.

But here’s the thing.  I wasn’t and I’m not!

I drank in excess yesterday, I couldn’t stop, and I craved and searched all over the house for more.  I don’t remember much. I’m full of guilt and embarrassed to have to say this, but here I am, day one.


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