A lot has been on my mind lately. I guess it’s because it’s been clear and I haven’t been drinking.
Have you ever felt someone slowly slipping away from you and not know what to do? Do you give them space or do you smother them with love? How do you even know, if they won’t talk to you?
Right now that’s what’s going on between my husband and me. I’m angry about the infidelity and he thinks all I do is nag about it. He wants to know why I just don’t move on?
How did the one person that I laughed with, held hands with and thought I would spend the rest of my entire life with building a beautiful family become the one person I can’t stand to be around? I just want to give to god and let go. Can someone please tell me how do you forgive and move on?
It feels like through all this, everyone involved is losing the one thing that we all cared so deeply about, our family.